I don’t want to talk or text anyone today. Ironic that I’m on the phone with customers all day long “isn’t it”. How does a “Would Be Hermit” deal with people when they don’t want to? It’s becoming very difficult to function in this job.

I just want a quiet place without human contact. But my reality doesn’t allow this to happen. I was trying for some alone time yesterday and every time I got settled, someone interrupted. When I’m in this kind of mood it amazes me that people even seek me out. I feel like I should yell at them to leave me alone. But I have responsibilities and people do depend on me. It is all very frustrating at times! Right now I plan on ignoring my life, this is not good decision. I especially don’t want to contact “friends” who never initiate contact with me and all our conversations require me to contact them. What’s the point? I just don’t care to try anymore. You want to contact me, you have my number, if not, so what. Maybe I should just pack up my van with my camping equipment and go find some deserted spot in the woods to stay? The urge to do this is certainly there.