We all have our demons that we have to deal with to get through life. One of my great curiosities has been creative people with tremendous gifts and them then dying of drug over doses. With all that life has given them, what was missing for them? I know you need more than things to be happy, but they offered so much to us, what was it they needed that they couldn’t find anywhere else except in the haze of drugs? Was there others ways they could have found what they needed to fill that void? I understood what it is I feel that I’m missing in my life and have figured out how to work through it. How I was able to arrive at this personal understanding, but they never were able to? Maybe because I stayed in my reality; didn’t look for an escape from it and worked my way through it. Look at one of favorite singers, Whitney Houston, her success was epic, her down fall was complete.