My spouse asked me once if I was getting depressed, I said probably, they then say well don’t, we can’t afford it, like I have that kind of personal control, who are they kidding. I didn’t think it will get as bad as when we first married, for I have many ways to deal with depression now that I didn’t have before, like this blog plus the awareness that I’m susceptible to it. But to say, “don’t get depressed”; well that just misses the facts of the situation.